I like imagining to be alot of things
In terms of imagining different lives for me ... extremely wealthy and being perfect or just in a perfect nice n' fluffy world where it's just me and the animals, REAL friends, and the perfect girlfriend
but in reality, I just remind myself to make the best of it
Love is All
Love is all
Was raining in my heart
Falling deep inside of me
Drowning in my soul
This silence rushes over me
I am breath against this fire
And I will not turn away
I'm waiting for time to carry me
Like a tempest to the sea
Standing strong
Watching over
Love will keep me believing
Thru the dark...can you hear me calling
Holding on when I'm dreaming
Love is all...Love is all
Thundering on high
Love was all I knew before I fell
And now the shots of man
Are echoing inside myself
I am breath against this fire
And I will not turn away
I'm waiting for time to carry me
Like a tempset to the sea
Standing strong
Watching over
Was raining in my heart
Falling deep inside of me
Drowning in my soul
This silence rushes over me
I am breath against this fire
And I will not turn away
I'm waiting for time to carry me
Like a tempest to the sea
Standing strong
Watching over
Love will keep me believing
Thru the dark...can you hear me calling
Holding on when I'm dreaming
Love is all...Love is all
Thundering on high
Love was all I knew before I fell
And now the shots of man
Are echoing inside myself
I am breath against this fire
And I will not turn away
I'm waiting for time to carry me
Like a tempset to the sea
Standing strong
Watching over
Death - My eternal beloved
Death is now my beloved- it courts me everyday;
It makes its eternal presence felt each time in a different way!
I meet the death of innocence,
In the eyes of the beggar with a naked suckling;
I meet the death of honesty,
When the under table bribe is a routine thing.
The death of humility does not hesitate to stare blank in my face,
With indulgent hypocrites everywhere who never forget to say grace
The death of ethics and principles is the bold unstated fact
Whether its work or home or play it happens in every act
There is also the death of beauty, which kills itself in plastic smiles
Death of love, death of mercy, death of humanity…a new death every mile
When death is all pervading it hardly makes me shy
To hear the painful bellowing of the little child cry
I walk by with a hardened heart that has long forgotten to beat
Leaving the bleeding lil’ one to the care of the street
Isn’t that what a beloved does, trouble and torture the heart
Till all that pain and agony seems to be life’s natural part
Thus in a million ways I am courted by my faithful beloved death
Until I find I am already dead even before I take the next deep breath!
It makes its eternal presence felt each time in a different way!
I meet the death of innocence,
In the eyes of the beggar with a naked suckling;
I meet the death of honesty,
When the under table bribe is a routine thing.
The death of humility does not hesitate to stare blank in my face,
With indulgent hypocrites everywhere who never forget to say grace
The death of ethics and principles is the bold unstated fact
Whether its work or home or play it happens in every act
There is also the death of beauty, which kills itself in plastic smiles
Death of love, death of mercy, death of humanity…a new death every mile
When death is all pervading it hardly makes me shy
To hear the painful bellowing of the little child cry
I walk by with a hardened heart that has long forgotten to beat
Leaving the bleeding lil’ one to the care of the street
Isn’t that what a beloved does, trouble and torture the heart
Till all that pain and agony seems to be life’s natural part
Thus in a million ways I am courted by my faithful beloved death
Until I find I am already dead even before I take the next deep breath!
Lonely Self
A lonely evening with a coffee mug in hand,
A heart full of memories and times distant chant.
Come back the past recalls and move on the future reckons,
The mist of the evening and the mushy lyrics of the favorite ol’ song.
I walk back a million miles in search of what I lost,
Was it a thing, a feeling or just the unheard melody of the heart?
The longer the walk the darker the alley,
Until the present blurs out and the future fades away and the past melts too…
What have I lost? Who am I looking for?
My shadow seems to be a cast away and the mirror reflects blank.
Too late I realize, I am in search of myself, my own self I have lost
In the waves of time’s stillness a pain echoes back and tells me from myself I am bereft.
A heart full of memories and times distant chant.
Come back the past recalls and move on the future reckons,
The mist of the evening and the mushy lyrics of the favorite ol’ song.
I walk back a million miles in search of what I lost,
Was it a thing, a feeling or just the unheard melody of the heart?
The longer the walk the darker the alley,
Until the present blurs out and the future fades away and the past melts too…
What have I lost? Who am I looking for?
My shadow seems to be a cast away and the mirror reflects blank.
Too late I realize, I am in search of myself, my own self I have lost
In the waves of time’s stillness a pain echoes back and tells me from myself I am bereft.
Another Last Sigh
How oft I look at the grey sky,
And breathe the hope of a last sigh.
For the many undone things,
That give imagination wings;
On a high flight, I wander into my past-
Wondering how long, these dark shadows will cast?
Innumerable questions with answers that ask more;
The setting evening darkness-es to the inward journey lure!
The mind wanders farther as the lasting strength dies;
The pain deepens further as the frozen heart cries;
And then it all stops and every sense just blocks;
With every key I turn I secure many locks.
And breathe the hope of a last sigh.
For the many undone things,
That give imagination wings;
On a high flight, I wander into my past-
Wondering how long, these dark shadows will cast?
Innumerable questions with answers that ask more;
The setting evening darkness-es to the inward journey lure!
The mind wanders farther as the lasting strength dies;
The pain deepens further as the frozen heart cries;
And then it all stops and every sense just blocks;
With every key I turn I secure many locks.
Night Roosters
The sun has set yet again and the roosters of the night have set their game.
The dripping droplets break the dark silence;
The inner chaos then tries violence.
Laughter and mirth arouse lonliness,
The pain of solitude is the soul's penance.
Rise, lay and close hope's eyes,
Supress the stiffled inner voice.
The next dawn is inevitable-
Will there never be a choice?
The dripping droplets break the dark silence;
The inner chaos then tries violence.
Laughter and mirth arouse lonliness,
The pain of solitude is the soul's penance.
Rise, lay and close hope's eyes,
Supress the stiffled inner voice.
The next dawn is inevitable-
Will there never be a choice?
My Human Creator
The glory of your presence beautifies time;
It makes life worth living.
With you I grow, through you I know,
The art of life called living.
You make me cry, you make me weep,
You make my heart bleed deep.
But in the illusion of tears,
Your smile is a reflection of revival.
When I am wounded, I am weary,
And a dead stone I am-
You instill life back into me,
And become my Human Creator.
I call you in times of joy,
On you I depend when sorrow grips,
When life becomes a trial,
You make me try life.
When I lose my identity and become a tiny drop, in the sea of time,
You introduce me to myself.
For all you are,
For all I am,
I am glad our ways crossed.
It makes life worth living.
With you I grow, through you I know,
The art of life called living.
You make me cry, you make me weep,
You make my heart bleed deep.
But in the illusion of tears,
Your smile is a reflection of revival.
When I am wounded, I am weary,
And a dead stone I am-
You instill life back into me,
And become my Human Creator.
I call you in times of joy,
On you I depend when sorrow grips,
When life becomes a trial,
You make me try life.
When I lose my identity and become a tiny drop, in the sea of time,
You introduce me to myself.
For all you are,
For all I am,
I am glad our ways crossed.
Some things are meant to be…
I rushed to the platform,
The leaving train I could see,
Crumpled in the unreserved bogie now,
I mutter, some things are meant to be!
Unknown, we chatted years ago,
From different parts of the country,
Today we vow to be partners in togetherness,
It’s a blessing some things are meant to be!
The unexplained phobia debilitates,
The fear never sets me free,
I succumb every time in panic
Give in, some things are meant to be!
As strangers we sang together,
To pass time on the long journey,
Now we are inseparable friends,
I smile, some things are meant to be!
I may not believe in destiny,
And fate may be a stranger to me,
Yet when unexplained things happen,
I say, some things are meant to be!
I wonder why I am writing this,
When blind beliefs make me uneasy,
May be creativity has its lessons to teach,
I accept, some things are meant to be!
The leaving train I could see,
Crumpled in the unreserved bogie now,
I mutter, some things are meant to be!
Unknown, we chatted years ago,
From different parts of the country,
Today we vow to be partners in togetherness,
It’s a blessing some things are meant to be!
The unexplained phobia debilitates,
The fear never sets me free,
I succumb every time in panic
Give in, some things are meant to be!
As strangers we sang together,
To pass time on the long journey,
Now we are inseparable friends,
I smile, some things are meant to be!
I may not believe in destiny,
And fate may be a stranger to me,
Yet when unexplained things happen,
I say, some things are meant to be!
I wonder why I am writing this,
When blind beliefs make me uneasy,
May be creativity has its lessons to teach,
I accept, some things are meant to be!
The Anonymous DeathThe Anonymous Death
I dreamt of a death last night,
The deceased was unknown to me,
They said the name was “Heart”,
A tragic murder it seemed to be.
Faith and Trust the kith and kin,
Had already passed away,
Bereft in this commercial world,
Heart had no reason to stay.
Those who looked on in amusement,
Had a fancy story to relate,
Of how sincerely Heart went about,
Surrendering willingly to fate.
It seems first emotions were slashed,
With the sharp razor of practicality,
Then methodically care and kindness were strangled,
As Heart drained itself of humanity.
With the last struggle of helplessness,
Love flowed out of every cell,
Pain trickled down the eyes,
As Heart rang the death knell.
“Heart was a good ol’ chap”, they said,
Very different from the rest,
So instead of suffering in perpetual misery,
This suicide for Heart was best.
All paid their last respects,
And in life quickly moved on,
The museum fought for the final rights,
Of a relic that to the world would remain unknown!
The deceased was unknown to me,
They said the name was “Heart”,
A tragic murder it seemed to be.
Faith and Trust the kith and kin,
Had already passed away,
Bereft in this commercial world,
Heart had no reason to stay.
Those who looked on in amusement,
Had a fancy story to relate,
Of how sincerely Heart went about,
Surrendering willingly to fate.
It seems first emotions were slashed,
With the sharp razor of practicality,
Then methodically care and kindness were strangled,
As Heart drained itself of humanity.
With the last struggle of helplessness,
Love flowed out of every cell,
Pain trickled down the eyes,
As Heart rang the death knell.
“Heart was a good ol’ chap”, they said,
Very different from the rest,
So instead of suffering in perpetual misery,
This suicide for Heart was best.
All paid their last respects,
And in life quickly moved on,
The museum fought for the final rights,
Of a relic that to the world would remain unknown!
Chaos
I lie on the bed of thoughts,
I think, think, think.
The soft pillow deadens darkness,
In wilderness I blink.
A glass breaks, it shatters peace,
The pain seeps deep, deep, deep.
I drink from the bleeding edges,
An echo of insanity weeps.
I think, think, think.
The soft pillow deadens darkness,
In wilderness I blink.
A glass breaks, it shatters peace,
The pain seeps deep, deep, deep.
I drink from the bleeding edges,
An echo of insanity weeps.
nothingness
and then one day i wake up from a sleepless night to knowit is a part of me now
an overnight change that has left me unchanged
the pain doesn't speak the tears don't sting
it all just flows within ceaselessly
and a smile camouflages it all!
no yearning no memory no moment to call my own
the past is lost and the future an unwanted promise i have learnt not to trust
so the past is no more a problem and the future no more a concern
it is the present thats a trouble a challenge i cannot face
and time my undaunting enemy whom i cannot kill
i want to fight time
i write the lyrics of my favorite song and try to sing it loud
my voice is lost i remember i stiffled it last night
so i wait for the day to change to noon and the noon to melt into the evening
an evening with no colors gives in to another dark night
this feels home and i comfort myself with the selplessness
and then one day i wake up from a sleepless night to know
it is a part of me now
an overnight change that has left me unchanged
the pain doesn't speak the tears don't sting
it all just flows within ceaselessly
and a smile camouflages it all!
no yearning no memory no moment to call my own
the past is lost and the future an unwanted promise i have learnt not to trust
so the past is no more a problem and the future no more a concern
it is the present thats a trouble a challenge i cannot face
and time my undaunting enemy whom i cannot kill
i want to fight time
i write the lyrics of my favorite song and try to sing it loud
my voice is lost i remember i stiffled it last night
so i wait for the day to change to noon and the noon to melt into the evening
an evening with no colors gives in to another dark night
this feels home and i comfort myself with the selplessness
and then one day i wake up from a sleepless night to know
it is a part of me now
The Long Way
Today it all seemed unusually long; the way to and the way from; it felt long enough to believe we would not meet, but it did end and meet we did; for a moment short enough to make the long and the longing feel longer;
a smile, a gaze, a question, an answer, a breath, a sigh, an expression, a confession all exchanged in that one moment;
an unshed tear, a shoulder rest, a warm caress, a pat on the head, a brush of the finger tips, an eye lock, a whisper, silence all un-exchanged;
and then even the moment ended, before it should have;
The way back from you seemed longer and maybe it never will really end.
a smile, a gaze, a question, an answer, a breath, a sigh, an expression, a confession all exchanged in that one moment;
an unshed tear, a shoulder rest, a warm caress, a pat on the head, a brush of the finger tips, an eye lock, a whisper, silence all un-exchanged;
and then even the moment ended, before it should have;
The way back from you seemed longer and maybe it never will really end.
This too shall pass...
And then one day this too shall pass like most other moments of life I cherished. Moments I felt were eternal to leave an everlasting impression and yet fragile and delicate enough to have melted like dew leaving no trace except a faint echo of memories and blurred visions of smiles, tears, and togetherness. Yes everything passes, the great healer heals it all, I move on and you move away and the we is lost in this on and away. I hold on to you more tightly hoping to never let you go but it is like holding on to quicksand and all I can see is it is all slipping away the tighter I grasp. So what do I do, hold on, let go, pretend to feel comfortable with this loss or enjoy it while it lasts? The choices are many but the result is the same any choice I make. The result is this too shall pass. The awe, the respect, the beauty, the passion, the warmth, the comfort, the pain, the restlessness, the separation, the togetherness, the night, the day, the timeless time, the touch, the feel, the magic, and the chaos will all end only to beget a new turmoil within. Togetherness is not threatened by the parting, it is the parting that is threatened by the passing. And yet this too shall pass…
Dreamy Lost Evenings...
When did the night get done?
When did the day again begin?
Seems like only a blink,
Dreams dissolve and reality sets in.
Were the skies too high,
For the weakened wing?
Was the melody too sweet?
That the pained heart cannot sing?
A dreamy yesterday buried,
Locked and bolted to rest.
A keepsake for the lonely morrow,
When present is put to test.
Tears be the faithful companions,
For journey of many a mile,
The heart desires no laughter,
Contented with the broken smile.
When did the day again begin?
Seems like only a blink,
Dreams dissolve and reality sets in.
Were the skies too high,
For the weakened wing?
Was the melody too sweet?
That the pained heart cannot sing?
A dreamy yesterday buried,
Locked and bolted to rest.
A keepsake for the lonely morrow,
When present is put to test.
Tears be the faithful companions,
For journey of many a mile,
The heart desires no laughter,
Contented with the broken smile.
For the one in whom I find the beauty of life!
Each day I step one step further and if we begin to count I have walked for many days now. Each step takes me farther away from you and from us together. Then on a lonely peaceful night I look back and call out but we are far far away and I can’t see you and you can hear me no more.
The mountains of flour, the black and white keys, your paintings, your soft toys, your neat notebooks, weave the perfect backdrop for the play of nostalgia being performed by
memories on the stage of reminiscence.
I remember you with a smile and I remember you with a tear. I stretch out my hand in the hope that you will hug me and secure me a safe haven in your presence once again. But the mirror image reflects the real me whom you do not know and whom you had better not know.
I know you are only a call away and yet the lump in my throat prevents me from punching ten numbers. I close my eyes and do the only thing I can do. I wish one more time that you like your perfect self enjoy a perfectly blissful life full of love and happiness you so deserve.
The mountains of flour, the black and white keys, your paintings, your soft toys, your neat notebooks, weave the perfect backdrop for the play of nostalgia being performed by
memories on the stage of reminiscence.
I remember you with a smile and I remember you with a tear. I stretch out my hand in the hope that you will hug me and secure me a safe haven in your presence once again. But the mirror image reflects the real me whom you do not know and whom you had better not know.
I know you are only a call away and yet the lump in my throat prevents me from punching ten numbers. I close my eyes and do the only thing I can do. I wish one more time that you like your perfect self enjoy a perfectly blissful life full of love and happiness you so deserve.
What is love?
Love is to Love one with all love....
love is to care one with all cares...
Love is to Laugh for some one....
love is to Cry for some one......
Love is to live for Some One.....
Love is to Die for some one.....
Without love life is incomplete....
Love makes life complete......
so love n be loved by some one......
love is to care one with all cares...
Love is to Laugh for some one....
love is to Cry for some one......
Love is to live for Some One.....
Love is to Die for some one.....
Without love life is incomplete....
Love makes life complete......
so love n be loved by some one......
You Are Mine
You Are Mine
You are mine, my best friend,
The one I can confide in, until the end.
The one who has seen every tear,
Whose hands boldly hold all of my fears.
You are mine, my other half that makes me complete,
Who never lets me feel like I am going through defeat.
You're the one who has always been there,
To show me how much that you truely care.
You are mine, my happiness in me,
Who's opened my eyes and really made me see.
Your compassion and love has shone through the clouds,
Leaving me with no more fears or doubts.
You are mine, an angel for me,
Whose smile is sent to make me happy.
The one who always has faith in your heart,
To make sure that I don't fall apart.
You are mine, without any question,
Giving me lots of hugs and affection.
You are mine, my best friend,
Whom I will always love until the very end!
You are mine, my best friend,
The one I can confide in, until the end.
The one who has seen every tear,
Whose hands boldly hold all of my fears.
You are mine, my other half that makes me complete,
Who never lets me feel like I am going through defeat.
You're the one who has always been there,
To show me how much that you truely care.
You are mine, my happiness in me,
Who's opened my eyes and really made me see.
Your compassion and love has shone through the clouds,
Leaving me with no more fears or doubts.
You are mine, an angel for me,
Whose smile is sent to make me happy.
The one who always has faith in your heart,
To make sure that I don't fall apart.
You are mine, without any question,
Giving me lots of hugs and affection.
You are mine, my best friend,
Whom I will always love until the very end!
Heart touching
A boy liked a girl but wanted to make her jealous.
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her
so, she never knew.
All this time
She loved me too."
Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her
so, she never knew.
All this time
She loved me too."
CRAZY THOUGHTS
when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back................
my hands r broken n time is going on n on it goes forever,
forgive me my love i stand here all alone in hell,but u will b fine ,
cause i belive in u n just say good bye n will just dance with the devil ,felling the cold dead eyes steling the life of mine,
desperate I will grow waiting 4 so long..,no long,no long, die 4 any 1, wat have become...,something scaring in my way, sometimes battle just 2 pay in the diary of my failures......................
ALL TATS R MA CRAZY THOUGHTS ....WEIRD NAAA JUST WEIRD LIKE MEEEE........
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back................
my hands r broken n time is going on n on it goes forever,
forgive me my love i stand here all alone in hell,but u will b fine ,
cause i belive in u n just say good bye n will just dance with the devil ,felling the cold dead eyes steling the life of mine,
desperate I will grow waiting 4 so long..,no long,no long, die 4 any 1, wat have become...,something scaring in my way, sometimes battle just 2 pay in the diary of my failures......................
ALL TATS R MA CRAZY THOUGHTS ....WEIRD NAAA JUST WEIRD LIKE MEEEE........
Life after Death!
How did it, get to be like this?
Alone I sit, thinking the past was bliss
Mistakes I make, alone I must face
Hearts I break, are hard to replace
I was drinking, I wasn’t thinking
I hear my fate sounds like my heart sinking
Life is a test, how did I get this stressed
Swore I’d never let anyone get my best
With love comes pain, I have only my self to blame
For the mistake I made, I’ll never be the same
Every day I pray, make it go away
I’ve never turned to god so hard, with nothing to say
Why should he listen to me now, I’ve never listened to him
But I’ve always kept faith, feared and believed for him to forgive my sins
I’m most sorry to you, loving me and being my girl
But I’ll hide my actions between us in this world
Hopefully we can get past this and grow
But never show anyone till death takes a hold
I can’t end my own life..
Please forgive me in the after life!
Alone I sit, thinking the past was bliss
Mistakes I make, alone I must face
Hearts I break, are hard to replace
I was drinking, I wasn’t thinking
I hear my fate sounds like my heart sinking
Life is a test, how did I get this stressed
Swore I’d never let anyone get my best
With love comes pain, I have only my self to blame
For the mistake I made, I’ll never be the same
Every day I pray, make it go away
I’ve never turned to god so hard, with nothing to say
Why should he listen to me now, I’ve never listened to him
But I’ve always kept faith, feared and believed for him to forgive my sins
I’m most sorry to you, loving me and being my girl
But I’ll hide my actions between us in this world
Hopefully we can get past this and grow
But never show anyone till death takes a hold
I can’t end my own life..
Please forgive me in the after life!
If u can keep ur head when all abt u
Are losing theirs n blaming it on u;
If u can trust urself when all men doubt u,
But make allowance 4 their doubting too:
If u can wait n not b tired by waiting,
Or being lied abt, dont deal in lies,
Or being hated dont give way 2 hating,
And yet dont luk gud, nor talk too wise;
If u can dream-n not make dreams ur master;
If u can think-n not make thoughts ur aim,
If u can meet with Triumph n Disaster
And treat those 2 imposters just d same:
If u can bear to hear the truth u've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap 4 fools,
Or watch the things u gave ur life to, broken,
And stoop n build'em up with worn-out tools;
If u can make 1 heap of all ur winnings
And risk it on 1 turn of pitch-n-toss,
And lose, n start again at ur beginnings,
And nevr breathe a word abt ur loss:
If u can force ur heart n nerve n sinew
To serveur turn long after they r gone,
And so hold on when there's nothing in u
Except the WILL which says to them: "Hold on!"
If u can talk with crowds n keep ur virtue,
Or walk with Kings-nor lose the common touch,
If neither FOEs nor LOVING FRIENDs can hurt u,
If all men count with u, but none too much:
If u can fill the unforgiving minute
With 60secs worth of distance run,
YOURS IS THE EARTH AND EVERYTHING THAT'S IN IT!!!
Are losing theirs n blaming it on u;
If u can trust urself when all men doubt u,
But make allowance 4 their doubting too:
If u can wait n not b tired by waiting,
Or being lied abt, dont deal in lies,
Or being hated dont give way 2 hating,
And yet dont luk gud, nor talk too wise;
If u can dream-n not make dreams ur master;
If u can think-n not make thoughts ur aim,
If u can meet with Triumph n Disaster
And treat those 2 imposters just d same:
If u can bear to hear the truth u've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap 4 fools,
Or watch the things u gave ur life to, broken,
And stoop n build'em up with worn-out tools;
If u can make 1 heap of all ur winnings
And risk it on 1 turn of pitch-n-toss,
And lose, n start again at ur beginnings,
And nevr breathe a word abt ur loss:
If u can force ur heart n nerve n sinew
To serveur turn long after they r gone,
And so hold on when there's nothing in u
Except the WILL which says to them: "Hold on!"
If u can talk with crowds n keep ur virtue,
Or walk with Kings-nor lose the common touch,
If neither FOEs nor LOVING FRIENDs can hurt u,
If all men count with u, but none too much:
If u can fill the unforgiving minute
With 60secs worth of distance run,
YOURS IS THE EARTH AND EVERYTHING THAT'S IN IT!!!
Like the Touch of Rain
Like the touch of rain she was
On a man's flesh and hair eyes
When the joy of walking thus
Has taken him by surprise:
With the love of the storm he burns,
He sings, he laughs, well I know how,
But forgets when he returns
As I shall not forget her 'Go now'.
Those two words shut a door
Between me and the blessed rain
That was never shut before
and will not open again.
On a man's flesh and hair eyes
When the joy of walking thus
Has taken him by surprise:
With the love of the storm he burns,
He sings, he laughs, well I know how,
But forgets when he returns
As I shall not forget her 'Go now'.
Those two words shut a door
Between me and the blessed rain
That was never shut before
and will not open again.
Missing You
No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you
I'm sure I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I need you and I miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so, Dear,
And I always will.
No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you
I'm sure I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
"I need you and I miss you so."
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so, Dear,
And I always will.
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public
doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public
doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
If dreams were given to a lonely man
and a lonely man's dreams came true
I'd force myself to sleep all the time
just so I could dream of you??
If wishes were given to a lonely man
and I was given just two,
I'd wish for you to always love me
and the other I'd give to you É....
If my tears could write a love song
I'd write a love song for you,
It would explain just how I feel inside
and how much I love you too.
But, dreams are only dreams
and wishes seldom come true,
My tears can't write a love song
but when they fall, they fall for you !!
and a lonely man's dreams came true
I'd force myself to sleep all the time
just so I could dream of you??
If wishes were given to a lonely man
and I was given just two,
I'd wish for you to always love me
and the other I'd give to you É....
If my tears could write a love song
I'd write a love song for you,
It would explain just how I feel inside
and how much I love you too.
But, dreams are only dreams
and wishes seldom come true,
My tears can't write a love song
but when they fall, they fall for you !!
i understand y ur lukin' 4 tears in my eyes,
trust me dey were der, but now , d well has run dry
i was in so deep
i cudnt get out
i sat on feelings
dat i buried deep down
i knew der cum a day
wen our paths wud cross
n im glad its 2day
cz now im strong
im happy n i can thank myself
but if it were upto u
i'd be in my bed cryin'
n im happy n i kno dat makes u sad
after all d things
u put me through
im finally getting' over u ...
derz a reason y we met
n i m glad we did .. yeah yeah
but wen we broke up i got back
a part of me ... i
really missed
nt sayin' dat u
brought me down all d tym
der were moments i lived
widout lite on my side.....
trust me dey were der, but now , d well has run dry
i was in so deep
i cudnt get out
i sat on feelings
dat i buried deep down
i knew der cum a day
wen our paths wud cross
n im glad its 2day
cz now im strong
im happy n i can thank myself
but if it were upto u
i'd be in my bed cryin'
n im happy n i kno dat makes u sad
after all d things
u put me through
im finally getting' over u ...
derz a reason y we met
n i m glad we did .. yeah yeah
but wen we broke up i got back
a part of me ... i
really missed
nt sayin' dat u
brought me down all d tym
der were moments i lived
widout lite on my side.....

Let Me
Change
I know that time can never change
the love I have for you.....
Except to make it deeper still
with everything we do......
In all my dreams of coming years,
you play the greatest part,
For I know that time will never
change the love within my heart.
From now till eternity my love
will never change for you.
the love I have for you.....
Except to make it deeper still
with everything we do......
In all my dreams of coming years,
you play the greatest part,
For I know that time will never
change the love within my heart.
From now till eternity my love
will never change for you.
Love Is Like A Rose
What Is Love
What is love without trust,
Nothing at all.
What is love without respect,
Nothing at all.
What is lovewithout honesty,
Nothing atall.
What is love without commitment,
Nothing atall.
What is love without communciation,
Nothing at all.
What is love without caring,
Nothing at all.
What is love without sharing,
Nothing at all.
What is love without giving of yourself,
Nothing at all.
What is love without someone to love,
Nothing at all.
Nothing at all.
What is love without respect,
Nothing at all.
What is lovewithout honesty,
Nothing atall.
What is love without commitment,
Nothing atall.
What is love without communciation,
Nothing at all.
What is love without caring,
Nothing at all.
What is love without sharing,
Nothing at all.
What is love without giving of yourself,
Nothing at all.
What is love without someone to love,
Nothing at all.
What is Love......
Is it a beautiful dream..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..
Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..
Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..
Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..
Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..
Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..
Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..
Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..
Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..
Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..
What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..
Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..
Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..
Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..
Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..
Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..
Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..
Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..
Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..
Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..
What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..
Nothing left...
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain
Gone....
You have gone
Gone without said anything
Like a stranger who met me
Met me in the middle of the road
And left me and now I am lost on the road
Lost without you
Restless without you
You have taken all the feelings with you
With you I was alive
Alive whenever I am thinking of you
You are living in my heart beats
Heart is not beating anymore
You have given me endless pain
Pain is killing me
Killing me till I die
I want to die in your arms
Your arms are holding someone else
Some one has taken u away
Taken u away from me
For me you are my soul
Soul who is no more
You have taken me from me along with you
You have gone without said a word
Gone.. gone.. gone..
Gone without said anything
Like a stranger who met me
Met me in the middle of the road
And left me and now I am lost on the road
Lost without you
Restless without you
You have taken all the feelings with you
With you I was alive
Alive whenever I am thinking of you
You are living in my heart beats
Heart is not beating anymore
You have given me endless pain
Pain is killing me
Killing me till I die
I want to die in your arms
Your arms are holding someone else
Some one has taken u away
Taken u away from me
For me you are my soul
Soul who is no more
You have taken me from me along with you
You have gone without said a word
Gone.. gone.. gone..
Life..
Life is going on.....
With or without those
Whom we love
Whom we care
With whom we want to share
Life is going on....
After every rise
After every fall
Life cant wait
Life cant stop
Its still going on...
People comes into life
And turn into memories
Memories are now fading away
Nothing lasts forever
But life is still going on...
People comes people goes
Does not matter long in life
Only those matters who stays with us
Nothing stays forever
With them life is going on ...
I am flowing with life
And life is going on
To meet my dead end
With life I am going on..going on..
With or without those
Whom we love
Whom we care
With whom we want to share
Life is going on....
After every rise
After every fall
Life cant wait
Life cant stop
Its still going on...
People comes into life
And turn into memories
Memories are now fading away
Nothing lasts forever
But life is still going on...
People comes people goes
Does not matter long in life
Only those matters who stays with us
Nothing stays forever
With them life is going on ...
I am flowing with life
And life is going on
To meet my dead end
With life I am going on..going on..
Sweet dreams
Sweet dreams can solve the future
Sweet dreams provide the past
Sweet dreams of conversation
Sweet dreams of love affection
Sweet dreams are born inside you
Sweet dreams are born to l a s t..
Sweet dreams provide the past
Sweet dreams of conversation
Sweet dreams of love affection
Sweet dreams are born inside you
Sweet dreams are born to l a s t..
A True Love Story♥♥
I saw a girl who was in the rain
she was smiling but in truth in pain
then there was a boy who was all alone
all alone weeping on his own
they found each other on an empty street
their hearts sudenly on the same beat
and they felt their souls were connected
all of these they never expected
their lives changed, as if there was nothing bad
they had what they needed and what they never had
their life seemed brighter
and their problems all lighter
but it can only go so far
cant always be wishing on a star
love can be the best thing you get
but bad things follow good, i bet
then it was good but pain followed
without a doubt their hearts hollowed
they thought that they were free as a dove
but theres no such thing as a perfect love
she was smiling but in truth in pain
then there was a boy who was all alone
all alone weeping on his own
they found each other on an empty street
their hearts sudenly on the same beat
and they felt their souls were connected
all of these they never expected
their lives changed, as if there was nothing bad
they had what they needed and what they never had
their life seemed brighter
and their problems all lighter
but it can only go so far
cant always be wishing on a star
love can be the best thing you get
but bad things follow good, i bet
then it was good but pain followed
without a doubt their hearts hollowed
they thought that they were free as a dove
but theres no such thing as a perfect love

My friend,My love
It began as all fires do,
a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight.
You held my hand, became my friend,
earned my trust and my future once again looked bright.
Loneliness turned to hope,
emptiness filled up with dreams.
Hunger was satisfied,
and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams.
Tears no longer hit the ground,
they fall on your loving shoulder.
I feel younger,
as our love grows older.
When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose,
your comfort is a river that flows and flows.
The sun's light, the morning dew,
they are all the beauty that is you.
When passion ebbs,
as tides do,
love fills the wake,
and carries us through.
Your strength is as the oak,
but if it is my need you bend like the willow.
My heart is filled,
like a lucky sail with wind to billow.
Harsh cold winters,
wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time,
They'll weather my spirit,
with grace and peace, your hand in mine.
Our love's sweet creations, joyous children,
blessed am I thanks to God and you.
What greater beauty could shed light,
on the love that came from two.
Love's sweet reflection,
laughing, growing, thriving, learning.
Words cannot express what my heart feels,
how strong my love is burning.
When God took one home,
I felt my heart would never again see the sun.
But you, my love, walked with me, through the sadness,
and together we share the memories that keep our family one.
The lines of age will etch their mark on us
and time will take the strength from our bodies.
But love's brush will paint for us a picture of such beauty,
That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory.
a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight.
You held my hand, became my friend,
earned my trust and my future once again looked bright.
Loneliness turned to hope,
emptiness filled up with dreams.
Hunger was satisfied,
and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams.
Tears no longer hit the ground,
they fall on your loving shoulder.
I feel younger,
as our love grows older.
When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose,
your comfort is a river that flows and flows.
The sun's light, the morning dew,
they are all the beauty that is you.
When passion ebbs,
as tides do,
love fills the wake,
and carries us through.
Your strength is as the oak,
but if it is my need you bend like the willow.
My heart is filled,
like a lucky sail with wind to billow.
Harsh cold winters,
wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time,
They'll weather my spirit,
with grace and peace, your hand in mine.
Our love's sweet creations, joyous children,
blessed am I thanks to God and you.
What greater beauty could shed light,
on the love that came from two.
Love's sweet reflection,
laughing, growing, thriving, learning.
Words cannot express what my heart feels,
how strong my love is burning.
When God took one home,
I felt my heart would never again see the sun.
But you, my love, walked with me, through the sadness,
and together we share the memories that keep our family one.
The lines of age will etch their mark on us
and time will take the strength from our bodies.
But love's brush will paint for us a picture of such beauty,
That a hundred lifetimes could not remove their glory.

Hold me!!
Hold me.
In your arms.
Don't let me go.
Hold me.
In your heart.
Our hearts will be as one.
Hold me.
In your soul.
Let our passions burn as a firey flame.
Hold me.
Can you feel it?
The undeniable love we have for eachother.
It's unmistakable.
Hold me.
Nearer to you.
I know you feel it too.
Hold me...
And never..
Let me go.
In your arms.
Don't let me go.
Hold me.
In your heart.
Our hearts will be as one.
Hold me.
In your soul.
Let our passions burn as a firey flame.
Hold me.
Can you feel it?
The undeniable love we have for eachother.
It's unmistakable.
Hold me.
Nearer to you.
I know you feel it too.
Hold me...
And never..
Let me go.

My Pain
Jis Din Se Juda Wo Humse Hue
Jis Din Se Juda Wo Humse Hue is dil ne dhadakna chod diya, hai chaand ka muh bhi utra utra taaro ne chamakna chod diya wo paas humare rehte the be rut bhi bahare aajati thi ab laakh bahare aaye to kya foolon ne mehkna chod diya humne ye dua jab bhi mangi takdeer badal e malik aawaaz aayi ke ab humne takdeer badalna chod diya.

Time can neva change
Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

I Live And Breathe For You
I live and breathe for you
all alone in this world of mine,
not a care for this world have i,
only you keep my eyes open wide,
yes,it'S TRUE, I live and breathe for you.
not a thing in this world do i own,
only sadness and mourn that is grown
in this darkness i wait for the daY,
yes,it'S TRUE, I live and breathe for you.
all alone in this world of mine,
not a care for this world have i,
only you keep my eyes open wide,
yes,it'S TRUE, I live and breathe for you.
not a thing in this world do i own,
only sadness and mourn that is grown
in this darkness i wait for the daY,
yes,it'S TRUE, I live and breathe for you.

DOOR to hein lekin use meri yaad ati toh hogi chand lamho k liye vo mujhme kho jati to hogi khoya sa rehta hun mein usi k sapno mein kabhi mujhhe apne khayalon mebeithati toh hogi jal raha hun uske intezaar me jis tarah koi shama mere intezaar me vi jalati toh hogi bas leta rehta hun usi ka naam har pal mein bhule se vo zuban par mera naam lati toh hogi...

After you're gone
After you're gone
How will I go to work?
Who will I phone
To talk through the silent evening
After you're gone?
You're part of my life,
A piece of my tapestry.
On what rock
Will my castle rest
After you're gone?
Time will turn
But without hands.
How will I eat
Without my day on your dish
After you're gone?
You're the only place
I can put myself.
No hopes or dreams
Can fill my tumbling days
After you're gone.
How will I go to work?
Who will I phone
To talk through the silent evening
After you're gone?
You're part of my life,
A piece of my tapestry.
On what rock
Will my castle rest
After you're gone?
Time will turn
But without hands.
How will I eat
Without my day on your dish
After you're gone?
You're the only place
I can put myself.
No hopes or dreams
Can fill my tumbling days
After you're gone.

Emptiness my world
As I look down at the scars on my arm I wonder why but I'am the one who puts them there because I no longer fear to press the blade hard and drag it against my skin. There is no pain just the feeling of being freed from the world of emptiness I put myself in. I drag the blade against my skin because I have hurt so many people I once loved around me. No matter how much they love me I can't love them back no matter how much I try I'am unable to show my feelings back. It seams that I have been hurt to many times by the ones who say they love me. That is why I'am afraid to love anyone back and it has been so long since I have showen feelings for someone that I don't remeber how to show my love to them. So I drag the blade hard against my skin to free myself from this world of emptiness that I have created to stop myself from being hurt but in the end it only made it worse.

I dig myself into a hole
i’m stoic and stirless
i don’t feel a thing
thus i’m tortured like hell
so deep into this inferiority
until my sight slightly defective
i’m a dead body alive
i cried
but no tears cried out
i fought back the tears
coz if i let a tear rolled down my face
i’d hate my life more
and this black broken heart is
dying to be alive
for years gone by
i’ve been endured
i need fallout vapor
to make my bear complete
live is the thing i’ve always misguided
death is the thing i’ve always misconceived
i’m a dead body alive...
i’m stoic and stirless
i don’t feel a thing
thus i’m tortured like hell
so deep into this inferiority
until my sight slightly defective
i’m a dead body alive
i cried
but no tears cried out
i fought back the tears
coz if i let a tear rolled down my face
i’d hate my life more
and this black broken heart is
dying to be alive
for years gone by
i’ve been endured
i need fallout vapor
to make my bear complete
live is the thing i’ve always misguided
death is the thing i’ve always misconceived
i’m a dead body alive...

I Love You with All I Am
I love you with all I am
And all I'll ever be.
You are my moon, my sun and stars,
My earth, my sky, my sea.
My love for you goes down and down
Beneath both life and death,
So deep it must remain when I
Have drawn my last faint breath.
Holding you for months and years
Will make time disappear,
Will make your lips my lips, your face
My face, your tear my tear;
Will make us one strange personage
All intertwined in bliss,
Not man or woman, alive or dead
Just nothing but a kiss!
And all I'll ever be.
You are my moon, my sun and stars,
My earth, my sky, my sea.
My love for you goes down and down
Beneath both life and death,
So deep it must remain when I
Have drawn my last faint breath.
Holding you for months and years
Will make time disappear,
Will make your lips my lips, your face
My face, your tear my tear;
Will make us one strange personage
All intertwined in bliss,
Not man or woman, alive or dead
Just nothing but a kiss!

THE LONG GOODBYE
The scarlet visions of your lucid dreams
Create a pathway from this grey, urban reality
Remembering how the relationship was meant to be
Because when your heart filled with love it had turned to destiny
Shadows now cross through the light of your relationship's past
How can you portray your love when the other soul has become distant and cold?
You wonder how it has come to this, as for the first time you begin to feel lost
The dream is beginning to fade before your eyes as you begin to wonder why
Your dark eyes that still shine bright betray the hurt that you feel inside
All the ideals you had of being together are now overshadowed by the power of goodbye
You stand there and fight for a love that you believe is right
To try and bridge the space that lies between you this time
You hold onto your mobile phone waiting for him to call
But it lies dormant as you hold out against the impending emotional fall
There are some things that love cannot change like the fate that awaits...
But is it a fair reason to walk out insisting on space to pass the blame?
You have been left in the dark and lonely place of life many times before
But this time you are going to hang onto love's light because your heart doesn't deserve that anymore.
Create a pathway from this grey, urban reality
Remembering how the relationship was meant to be
Because when your heart filled with love it had turned to destiny
Shadows now cross through the light of your relationship's past
How can you portray your love when the other soul has become distant and cold?
You wonder how it has come to this, as for the first time you begin to feel lost
The dream is beginning to fade before your eyes as you begin to wonder why
Your dark eyes that still shine bright betray the hurt that you feel inside
All the ideals you had of being together are now overshadowed by the power of goodbye
You stand there and fight for a love that you believe is right
To try and bridge the space that lies between you this time
You hold onto your mobile phone waiting for him to call
But it lies dormant as you hold out against the impending emotional fall
There are some things that love cannot change like the fate that awaits...
But is it a fair reason to walk out insisting on space to pass the blame?
You have been left in the dark and lonely place of life many times before
But this time you are going to hang onto love's light because your heart doesn't deserve that anymore.

no one could love you more than me
In your arms, my thoughts could drift away
To a place, all our own, and a lovelier day.
Lavender sunsets and skies of blue
Would be ours to enjoy... just me and you.
In your arms, my only task would be
To make sure your kisses were just for me.
For every kiss... I'd give you four
And show you no one could love you more.
Then, just to prove we would never part,
I'd wrap myself around your heart.
Melting together (as lovers do...)
Passion and pleasure beginning anew.
In your arms, you'd know by the look in my eyes
That I was yours- no more silly good-byes.
And all of our dreams would soon come true.
You'd belong to me, and I... to you.
To a place, all our own, and a lovelier day.
Lavender sunsets and skies of blue
Would be ours to enjoy... just me and you.
In your arms, my only task would be
To make sure your kisses were just for me.
For every kiss... I'd give you four
And show you no one could love you more.
Then, just to prove we would never part,
I'd wrap myself around your heart.
Melting together (as lovers do...)
Passion and pleasure beginning anew.
In your arms, you'd know by the look in my eyes
That I was yours- no more silly good-byes.
And all of our dreams would soon come true.
You'd belong to me, and I... to you.

I Miss YOU
They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading.
I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you
I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror
hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's
nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if
maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with
you

hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's
nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if
maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with
you

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